False.
That's false, and it's bothering me. I don't know why...
I'm not false...not in that way anyway... (probably in so many others)
Why is this bothering me? Like I have some responsability or somehing... I don't. Yet it still bothers me. This is one of the parts I hate about myself; I just seem to care when I shouldn't. Not interfer, I don't do that.. but care. Things bother me when they shouldn't. I just know that you shouldn't continue with this false crap. It will not help you.
and it certainly will not help me...
Why can't just some people let go of that burning coal of theirs... the one they have in their hands. The one they pretend to through away, when they actually keep it... they don't let it fly away, slipper, from their hands.
You can't heal a burned hand without cooling it down from the heat it got burned by.
You can't expect to get that extra intension for your lovely hands when they haven't healed.
And you certainly can't expect anyone, anyone... to cure your wounds...Not when they know, that you still keep that little piece of coal in your hands. Some will always know, or get to know.
and why can't I... why? Why can't I release my mind from these things. Why can't I stop caring?
And why do I always think so damn good about everyone?
I'm just one call away. One.
Yesterday I was 3000 messeges away. Not anymore.
That call could be from you, you know...
I do miss you.
I'm not false...not in that way anyway... (probably in so many others)
Why is this bothering me? Like I have some responsability or somehing... I don't. Yet it still bothers me. This is one of the parts I hate about myself; I just seem to care when I shouldn't. Not interfer, I don't do that.. but care. Things bother me when they shouldn't. I just know that you shouldn't continue with this false crap. It will not help you.
and it certainly will not help me...
Why can't just some people let go of that burning coal of theirs... the one they have in their hands. The one they pretend to through away, when they actually keep it... they don't let it fly away, slipper, from their hands.
You can't heal a burned hand without cooling it down from the heat it got burned by.
You can't expect to get that extra intension for your lovely hands when they haven't healed.
And you certainly can't expect anyone, anyone... to cure your wounds...Not when they know, that you still keep that little piece of coal in your hands. Some will always know, or get to know.
and why can't I... why? Why can't I release my mind from these things. Why can't I stop caring?
And why do I always think so damn good about everyone?
Ikimasu! Ikimasu watashi no tomodachi.
Ni eien.
Ni eien.
Yesterday I was 3000 messeges away. Not anymore.
That call could be from you, you know...
I do miss you.
If that's what you're doing...
..stop it!
Det är korkat...
Väldigt korkat.
Ikimasu.
Watashi wa ikimasu.
Doko ni?
...
Ni Eien! Ni Sora! Ni Chie!
Haven't you heard?
Girl, it's everywhere.
Just take a look.
Det är korkat...
Väldigt korkat.
Ikimasu.
Watashi wa ikimasu.
Doko ni?
...
Ni Eien! Ni Sora! Ni Chie!
Haven't you heard?
Girl, it's everywhere.
Just take a look.
And here we go...
we go.
we go...
imus.
ikimasu.
Anata wa ikimasu ka? Doku ni ikimasu ka?
Does the name Zyzyx ring a bell to anyone? Apparently not..haha.
Experience
I've left this place for another to use,
I've left it, I've let my mind get loose.
'cause in the end of that, you've dropped your rat.
and yes, it's all over the news.
Backwards is not an option,
look ahead, that's essential.
In mind I travel once more,
yet this time it got some lore.
So see once more, what time have brought
take just a small look over your shoulder.
If usually gazed backwards, usually fought,
you'll look forwards, in future solder.
And if your eyes gazed just ahead,
you'll see that past future led
and that even if they're not the same,
one could not without the other aim.
Just be a part of what you've been,
and take a role in what you'll become,
then maybe You will be seen,
and together it will create the sum...
Of everything, everyone,
every love, every hate
every husband or wife,
yes,
you will get your life.
- The Rambler 2008-03-09 -
歩行者
I've left it, I've let my mind get loose.
'cause in the end of that, you've dropped your rat.
and yes, it's all over the news.
Backwards is not an option,
look ahead, that's essential.
In mind I travel once more,
yet this time it got some lore.
So see once more, what time have brought
take just a small look over your shoulder.
If usually gazed backwards, usually fought,
you'll look forwards, in future solder.
And if your eyes gazed just ahead,
you'll see that past future led
and that even if they're not the same,
one could not without the other aim.
Just be a part of what you've been,
and take a role in what you'll become,
then maybe You will be seen,
and together it will create the sum...
Of everything, everyone,
every love, every hate
every husband or wife,
yes,
you will get your life.
- The Rambler 2008-03-09 -
歩行者
